Comments for Emokid111's Weblog http://emokid111.wordpress.com Just another WordPress.com weblog Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:47:15 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 Comment on Being Real by caitlin http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-12 caitlin Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:47:15 +0000 #comment-12 hey you know who i am well duh but i just wanted to say that my friend went through some stuff different then what you went through and she also gave up God for awhile but then she came to realize like hey this isn't i should be praising Gid for the good things in my life like my friends and school and church and even my home though sometimes it feels like heck. and then she got over what had happen and like two weeks later all the stuff in her past came back and she was like why GOD why I was finally getting passed this and now its coming back and i wanted to tell her this but didn't because i have no idea why, but this what i thought all the crap that is coming it isn't from God its from Satan trying to bring you down again and get you to turn away from God. But you cant do that because Gos loves you so much and will do anything to make you happy but sometimes you have to go through some things so that maybe you can witness to other people like Jason George did and look at all the people he helped saved hey you know who i am well duh but i just wanted to say that my friend went through some stuff different then what you went through and she also gave up God for awhile but then she came to realize like hey this isn’t i should be praising Gid for the good things in my life like my friends and school and church and even my home though sometimes it feels like heck. and then she got over what had happen and like two weeks later all the stuff in her past came back and she was like why GOD why I was finally getting passed this and now its coming back and i wanted to tell her this but didn’t because i have no idea why, but this what i thought all the crap that is coming it isn’t from God its from Satan trying to bring you down again and get you to turn away from God. But you cant do that because Gos loves you so much and will do anything to make you happy but sometimes you have to go through some things so that maybe you can witness to other people like Jason George did and look at all the people he helped saved

]]> Comment on Being Real by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-11 emokid111 Mon, 24 Mar 2008 02:47:24 +0000 #comment-11 Hey! I'm havin a really hard week. I know God loves me and cares about me but I am not feeling his presence right now. Somethings happened to me in the past and now they are all coming back up in my life and it hurts so badly that I'm not sure what to do. Please keep me in your prayers! Hey! I’m havin a really hard week. I know God loves me and cares about me but I am not feeling his presence right now. Somethings happened to me in the past and now they are all coming back up in my life and it hurts so badly that I’m not sure what to do. Please keep me in your prayers!

]]> Comment on Being Real by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-9 emokid111 Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:50:08 +0000 #comment-9 Hi. Recently something amazing happened at my church's snow camp. I was planning on not listening to the speaker but I ended up sitting next to this leader. he knew what I was going to do so he made me pay attention. So as I was hearing this man's testimony I started to think that if this guy could have gotten through all the crap he had been through then he must have found the truth. Then he started talking about Jesus. It was then that I knew that I needed Jesus in my life so I became a Christian! It was amazing! God has done so much in my life already. Sure I have still messed up but now there is hope that I can stop. And that hope is only from God's grace! It's AMAZING!!!!! Hi. Recently something amazing happened at my church’s snow camp. I was planning on not listening to the speaker but I ended up sitting next to this leader. he knew what I was going to do so he made me pay attention. So as I was hearing this man’s testimony I started to think that if this guy could have gotten through all the crap he had been through then he must have found the truth. Then he started talking about Jesus. It was then that I knew that I needed Jesus in my life so I became a Christian! It was amazing! God has done so much in my life already. Sure I have still messed up but now there is hope that I can stop. And that hope is only from God’s grace! It’s AMAZING!!!!!

]]> Comment on Being Real by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-8 emokid111 Sat, 08 Mar 2008 06:38:54 +0000 #comment-8 Thanks. Its kinds freeing to be real for once Thanks. Its kinds freeing to be real for once

]]> Comment on Being Real by theozedone (jon) http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-6 theozedone (jon) Wed, 27 Feb 2008 23:34:34 +0000 #comment-6 I'm glad you can be real somewhere....too many people read my blog for me to do that. Oh, and congratulations on dedicating your life to Christ. Its a major step in your life, that takes a lot of guts to make. Good luck! I’m glad you can be real somewhere….too many people read my blog for me to do that. Oh, and congratulations on dedicating your life to Christ. Its a major step in your life, that takes a lot of guts to make. Good luck!

]]> Comment on About by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/about/#comment-5 emokid111 Fri, 22 Feb 2008 01:17:21 +0000 #comment-5 A momentary lapse of reason And once again my wrist was bleeding I promise myself from season and season To stop this urge to make me hurt It was meant to save My heart from other pain Now instead it is an obsession That drives me into utter depression My cries in the night for someone to save My heart from its despair Seem to echo back at me Saying that no one cares A momentary lapse of reason
And once again my wrist was bleeding
I promise myself from season and season
To stop this urge to make me hurt
It was meant to save
My heart from other pain
Now instead it is an obsession
That drives me into utter depression
My cries in the night for someone to save
My heart from its despair
Seem to echo back at me
Saying that no one cares

]]> Comment on About by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/about/#comment-4 emokid111 Fri, 22 Feb 2008 01:09:01 +0000 #comment-4 All her hopes and dreams have slipped by From her outstretched hand that reached for them Her desires lay inside A heart that has been rejected and condemned She sits and wishes for a life never known One where she is never alone But she casts away her shattered desires For in the end she is just to tired Tired of wishing for never ending peace One that would rid her of the thoughts that plague her dreams But in the distance she sees no hope All her hopes and dreams have slipped by
From her outstretched hand that reached for them
Her desires lay inside
A heart that has been rejected and condemned
She sits and wishes for a life never known
One where she is never alone
But she casts away her shattered desires
For in the end she is just to tired
Tired of wishing for never ending peace
One that would rid her of the thoughts that plague her dreams
But in the distance she sees no hope

]]> Comment on Being Real by soulvessel (Jo) http://emokid111.wordpress.com/2008/02/20/hello-world/#comment-3 soulvessel (Jo) Thu, 21 Feb 2008 19:54:06 +0000 #comment-3 Hey, you always have to start somewhere, right? Keep spilling your guts, it feels good and it is good. Congrats on this first step. I'll never judge you. Hey, you always have to start somewhere, right? Keep spilling your guts, it feels good and it is good. Congrats on this first step.
I’ll never judge you.

]]> Comment on About by emokid111 http://emokid111.wordpress.com/about/#comment-2 emokid111 Wed, 20 Feb 2008 22:34:02 +0000 #comment-2 hi this is a poem I wrote. hope you enjoy My shame is laid out for all to see Every mistake is now laid bare I wait for them all to condemn me Knowing that none truly care O why must I wait in pure agony Realizing that none would show sympathy I desire for the time of their judgment to come So the secret of my fate will come undone Hating myself for all my wicked deeds As the Scorner, my fate he reads “I decree her to be…” “Not so fast” bursts in a man Carrying a paper in his pierced hands “She is innocent by the King’s decree For here is the paper to set her free.” The man held up a paper that used to hold All the mistakes I had done or told But now instead it is filled with only The blood of the man – The King’s own son The scorners walked away defeated While the King’s son and I simply stayed seated Holding each other in a warm embrace Not letting a single second go to waste Of the reunion that was meant to last Never remembering the bitter past hi this is a poem I wrote. hope you enjoy

My shame is laid out for all to see
Every mistake is now laid bare
I wait for them all to condemn me
Knowing that none truly care
O why must I wait in pure agony
Realizing that none would show sympathy
I desire for the time of their judgment to come
So the secret of my fate will come undone
Hating myself for all my wicked deeds
As the Scorner, my fate he reads
“I decree her to be…”
“Not so fast” bursts in a man
Carrying a paper in his pierced hands
“She is innocent by the King’s decree
For here is the paper to set her free.”
The man held up a paper that used to hold
All the mistakes I had done or told
But now instead it is filled with only
The blood of the man – The King’s own son
The scorners walked away defeated
While the King’s son and I simply stayed seated
Holding each other in a warm embrace
Not letting a single second go to waste
Of the reunion that was meant to last
Never remembering the bitter past

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