HI!!! This is emo kid. Let me tell you a little about myself. I love poetry, acting, singing, writing, crying in dark corners, and walking in the rain. Sometimes I think my acting abilities can hurt me and others because it doesn’t stop after I get off the stage. It continues at church, at home, at acting classes, at youth group. It doesn’t stop!!! I want to be real so badly it hurts but it seems impossible because a few times when I decided to be real with people I lost friends or was gossiped about. I figure this blog is a place where I can be honest with myself at least in case no one else reads this. Ok… where do I start being real? Well I am a recovering cutter a recovered anorexic and I get depressed on a regular basis. Plus I am really struggling with what I believe. Wow that felt good to get off my chest. Some of you (if any) may have logged on to find a happy bog but this is my emo blog. I’m going to try and be real no matter what. I might lose friends but I am going to try to stop faking all the time and start being real.
February 21, 2008 at 7:54 pm
Hey, you always have to start somewhere, right? Keep spilling your guts, it feels good and it is good. Congrats on this first step.
I’ll never judge you.
February 27, 2008 at 11:34 pm
I’m glad you can be real somewhere….too many people read my blog for me to do that. Oh, and congratulations on dedicating your life to Christ. Its a major step in your life, that takes a lot of guts to make. Good luck!
March 8, 2008 at 6:38 am
Thanks. Its kinds freeing to be real for once
March 8, 2008 at 6:50 am
Hi. Recently something amazing happened at my church’s snow camp. I was planning on not listening to the speaker but I ended up sitting next to this leader. he knew what I was going to do so he made me pay attention. So as I was hearing this man’s testimony I started to think that if this guy could have gotten through all the crap he had been through then he must have found the truth. Then he started talking about Jesus. It was then that I knew that I needed Jesus in my life so I became a Christian! It was amazing! God has done so much in my life already. Sure I have still messed up but now there is hope that I can stop. And that hope is only from God’s grace! It’s AMAZING!!!!!
March 24, 2008 at 2:47 am
Hey! I’m havin a really hard week. I know God loves me and cares about me but I am not feeling his presence right now. Somethings happened to me in the past and now they are all coming back up in my life and it hurts so badly that I’m not sure what to do. Please keep me in your prayers!
April 9, 2008 at 8:47 pm
hey you know who i am well duh but i just wanted to say that my friend went through some stuff different then what you went through and she also gave up God for awhile but then she came to realize like hey this isn’t i should be praising Gid for the good things in my life like my friends and school and church and even my home though sometimes it feels like heck. and then she got over what had happen and like two weeks later all the stuff in her past came back and she was like why GOD why I was finally getting passed this and now its coming back and i wanted to tell her this but didn’t because i have no idea why, but this what i thought all the crap that is coming it isn’t from God its from Satan trying to bring you down again and get you to turn away from God. But you cant do that because Gos loves you so much and will do anything to make you happy but sometimes you have to go through some things so that maybe you can witness to other people like Jason George did and look at all the people he helped saved