Being Real

February 20, 2008 by emokid111

HI!!! This is emo kid. Let me tell you a little about myself. I love poetry, acting, singing, writing, crying in dark corners, and walking in the rain. Sometimes I think my acting abilities can hurt me and others because it doesn’t stop after I get off the stage. It continues at church, at home, at acting classes, at youth group. It doesn’t stop!!! I want to be real so badly it hurts but it seems impossible because a few times when I decided to be real with people I lost friends or was gossiped about. I figure this blog is a place where I can be honest with myself at least in case no one else reads this. Ok… where do I start being real? Well I am a recovering cutter a recovered anorexic and I get depressed on a regular basis. Plus I am really struggling with what I believe. Wow that felt good to get off my chest. Some of you (if any) may have logged on to find a happy bog but this is my emo blog. I’m going to try and be real no matter what. I might lose friends but I am going to try to stop faking all the time and start being real.